AdamAdmar

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I am no longer anime speed lines


Doctor has been Seen, they want me to get a MRI and stay out of work until next Wed. I'm still quitting (which I'd rather be fired so I can get unemployment) since my health is just really fucking bad and I can't risk it. Nobody wants a broken Adam, hes no fun like that.



Oh yeah I forgot to put this out there in regards to the last post: anyone that sees this are you or know of people who are willing to take on coms for like a more advanced pngtuber or a stream background/overlay? Do not get me wrong I very much enjoy the current ones but I’d like the overlay to be a bit more professional and if I’m committed to just being an animated fuzzball who doesn’t need live2d I’d like to get some bells and whistles I’m not sure how to preform



Time for some positivity friends!

I got a consultation about streaming from a certain powerful and mysterious Ninja and he made some good points and contextualized some things for me so now I'm feeling a lot more on a path for streaming into 2024 that is also going to line in well with what I'm stating next!

I have freed myself of the poison of capitalism! I'm turbo quitting my job no matter what my doctor says tomorrow! I can't keep sacrificing my health like this and while, and I cannot overstate this enough, I feel like a fucking asshole asking my wife to take care of things for a month or two while I recover and job hunt, I just simply CANNOT sacrifice my health anymore for what is something barely over NYS minimum wage and causing massive RSI. FREEDOM, LIBERATION, AND ALL THAT!



It feels weird that whenever I think of work now I'm in like a mode where like an animal knows something is dangerous and do not wanna go near it. Fight or flight? Forgot what this is anyways I really really am adverse to returning to my office since brain now things (and rightfully so) work is pure poison and will hurt me.

Bit sorry I'm infesting peoples timelines with this stuff its just, overwhelming trying to actually live for myself and break out of the poison that is instilled in you in these kinds of situations? I'm a mess mentally trying to just process everything and as much as I would like for them to fire me the sad truth is that if I apply for unemployment if I get fired they can claim something stupid and I get denied and I can't fight it. Guess this is all really contingent on what my doctor says on Thursday, but I really REALLY do not want to continue this job for the sake of my own health.